Nobody is and that includes me....
Seldom do I get angry or mad. I seldom lose my temper. People ask me how in the world can I beat the odds of getting palpitation and smoking ears. And I tell them- it takes a lot of practice, practice, and practice.
But hey- I am not perfect. When I say I seldom get mad or angry, that is true. But there are quite few times that I get disappointed. I used the term disappointed because to me, this word has the most effect than being angry or mad.
I had been disappointed so many times and last night was no different. When my heart cannot articulate how I feel, I need to stop and revisit my files of positivity.
I am no expert on life's experiences, but in my own definition, disappointment stems from any form of attachment be it with a person, material things, relationships, habit or even situation. And all I thought I am not going to be disappointed that soon. But I guess, the wheels have turned and decided I need to be around it.
I am disappointed- yes. But I am not mad. I always say this to myself: When I am not happy about a situation or a person, I just move on.
I am not going to promise never to be disappointed again. This is inevitable when one remains hopeful. And I still think that life is beautiful no matter what. With that slightest chance of hope- there is trust. Trust that in the end, the true beauty of each situation will for sure come out.
I am not going to blog about disappointment again. This will be the first and last.