I had been extremely burned out. Tired. Pissed (for some reason). Restless. After a trip I almost failed to make, I was kinda feeling sad and happy. I guess when you realize something's not gonna work your way, then you feel that sort of resentment.
Perhaps due to some issues I have not been able to sort out myself. I've always been so used to resolve personal conflicts by myself and not involve anyone. My mum used to tell me amongst all her kids, I am the strongest. I never whine or complain. I am just simply a survivor I guess.
And these says, I had been feeling the need to slowly talk about what bothers me. It helps. So when you see and hear me talking to you one day about all the things which I find bothersome, just hear me out. I might just be having such a momentous day of finally sharing what I feel.
So what to do on an expected slow and uneventful weekend? Retail therapy!
I had been some thousands poorer because of some things I've decided to do without thinking too much, I still went on and made myself happier by doing some shopping. Gosh- I know, sounds lame. But hey- shopping does make me a feel a little better after a bad day, lol.
Okay- here are some of my deadly purchases and hopefully I will be a better shopper next time.
I scored this nice wedge from this shop. Oh I absolutely adore these shoes!
I've known Kira about 2 years ago maybe. And whenever I am @ Megamall I like to see what's on this shop. Mind you, she's a fashion designer from Russia. Her fashion style caters more to the "teen" years which makes me unqualified market for Kira, but what the heck, I still adore some of her clothes, lol...
United Colors of Benetton
Can you imagine this is my first purchase from Benetton? Yeah. I am such a late bloomer, I know! I bought this nice black bag from this shop!
I am trying to be more frugal I swear.. I have been getting too much pressure from dad in saving money. I am not so keen in owning a car or a house (okay, maybe I want an apartment of my own), but so far all 2011 is a tribute all for the love of travelling. Next year could be a different story as I am planning to be more responsible in my purchases.
So please forgive me if I had to be some thousands poorer because of these buys.
I am a work in progress. Yes, even when shopping.