I always wonder why people abuse this term so much that I am getting confused what it actually means. I guess for someone as complicated as I am, this will make my brain hurts.
So what does exclusively dating means?
Ehow.com defines it as:
"Exclusively dating someone means that both parties have agreed to only see each other romantically. They have severed any other romantic ties and are not accepting new suitors. They are monogamous and present themselves as a couple to the world. Oftentimes the title of boyfriend or girlfriend is attached to the significant other."
Hala. Wala pa pala ako sa exclusively dating na level hahahaha. My brain hurts now. And so is my heart. Sometime ago, I asked someone I've been seeing more often if we should stop seeing each other because we were spending so much time together I was getting scared I might actually fall in love with this beautiful boy.
He said, nope. Let's just see where it would take us. Live for the moment and enjoy the journey.
The truth is- I cannot date no more than one person at a time. I don't need all these never ending supply of men in my phonebook scrolling my fone every weekend whom to hang out with. I need just one boy. At least at a time.
I always say to Baba that no matter how much he tries not to hurt anyone, if he continuously date two ladies at a time, he'll end up hurting them two. And he says, he is going to do something about it. Aja, Baba..
And so I got tired. I mean- that wasn't the kind of relationship I hoped for myself. And not to mistake that as being clingy but I am just some girl who knows my worth.
I deserve a more sane creature I guess. The one who wouldn't use the term exlcusively dating and instead ask me if I am willing to see only him until we both say quits.
I maybe complicated, half crazy, blunt and much more but I am a good person deep inside. And this goes without saying I am worth a catch (naks!)... Sabi nga namin ni JB, takot siguro sila sa tulad namin na maganda, matalino, successful at may pera sa ATM hihihi!
So if you are still wondering why I am still single, please don't ask me.
Ask the boys!
In the meantime, cheers to life!